White guilt, toxic white guilt- this has been where I was at for the last two weeks. It was my motivator and what I hid behind and then I felt guilty and shameful for my white fragility. I type this while giggling not because I don't believe these are true, but the absolute opposite. I finally can name these feelings to accept them and actually be an ally. I would say I was a well-intentioned white by-stander before this.