I heard so many the people in this video say things that I also realized about myself.
I am lower middle class and worked hard and like one of the people in the video I did not think I had many privileges. I did realize I had a few but not as many as I actually have.
2. I also realized that just because I have friends of color that does not mean that I am antiracist.
3. I do feel guilty to some extent about the treatment of others. I want everyone to have the privileges I have. Just because I am not the one making the decision does not free me of responsibility. It is easy to fall into the trap of "I did not do it" Like the one person said. Defensiveness can stop thought and possibly stop the discussion.
I would like to join a group like this one. Having longer times to process and reflect and discuss with others in an open environment would be wonderful. Difficult but wonderful.