I have been in active and tiptoe in advocate. There is still work to do in order to fully embrace and understand my role in what advocate looks like. There is helpful model going around about mapping our roles in social change ecosystem - I like to connect what advocacy looks like to that, because my role has been as a healer - I am still trying to embrace how I can be an advocate while working on healing. So being in this in between phase also speaks to the need to continue the interpersonal work and educational work to fully embrace the next phase and sustain it.