It's so hard to say where I'm at on the "Ally Continuum," because I feel like it changes depending on the day. Some days I feel barely aware of all of the issues I need to be aware of, other days I'm actively seeking out information for myself and promoting anti-racist ideas to others as well. And I also don't ever want to say that I've reached "Advocate" status, because I don't ever want to feel like I have "arrived" at being an ally.
Also, as someone who is always scared of what other people think of me- is anyone else terrified to mess up? I'm so scared of doing something racist or even doing something that looks like I'm racist. I know that this is something I need to get past, but it's so scary to know that I will mess up at some point.