I’m finding myself so intensely saddened after watching these videos. I originally thought I’d watch all the videos in each module in one sitting but I’m finding that extremely hard to do without being overwhelmed with sadness and contempt for this society that perpetuated and continues to perpetuate racism. I also have a sense of shame, because here I am, an upper middle class white woman in a more than comfortable home, not living this reality on a day to day basis like our fellow humans judged first and foremost by the color of their skin. They live with this crap and yet I have a hard time simply watching it. We have a brutal history and we must be better and do better.