I have definitely felt white guilt and shame, especially as an educator. I often feel guilty for my position in my school, because it would benefit our students so much to have a person of color in my role. But then, giving up my job doesn't contribute to anti-racism work.
I also struggle a lot with feeling helpless, which one of the people in the NBC video addressed. Because I'm not part of the PD, because I'm not in higher level positions, I often feel like I don't have control over what happens. And sometimes, that leads to me not doing anything, which isn't the right way to be either.