Think module has reaffirmed something that I recognized in my course preparation for the fall. I teach theology and this fall I have the responsibility to teach church history. In my course prep, I have spent a good deal of time seeking out alternative sources to build a broader story for the students to discuss, critique, and ponder. I feel responsible to clearly frame our historical study in the reality that all history is tempered by power and oppression. This is really tough stuff, but I am so fascinated by what I am learning. I began reading the book Caste as part of a book group I joined and it, too, is forcing me to open my eyes to a world that I have not before really been critically considering. I am grateful for the stretching that I am feeling.
These are indeed difficult topics to wade through. Viewed through the lens of realization that one has not been 'critically considering' those topics all along makes it that much harder to swallow.
I can only imagine the struggles of generations of people before us who championed messages of tolerance and anti-racism. And yet despite those efforts, there is still so much work to be done today. I can't help but feel guilty for not coming to the table sooner.
Reading of your reflection, the African proverb 'Each One Teach One' comes to mind. I understand this proverb was birthed through slavery when Africans were denied education and I cannot help but see it as wholly applicable and relevant to today as it is now our responsibility to spread anti-racism.