I'm glad to say that I had heard of a lot of the topics that were covered in these videos. I've chosen to expose myself to as much as possible and to learn as much as I can about the REAL history of our country. That being said, I feel so much disgust and anger. I find it hard to have any pride in a country that is built on such incredible brutality and continues to perpetuate hateful pedagogy and systemic racism today. I have a bad case of white guilt for the fact that my family has been able to skate through this awful past and establish a thriving life here, and that I live a life of comfort as a white, middle class, married, hetero woman. Is anyone else feeling this way?